Im here again,Hui yin is under depression now~she's stress,she's tired~im having a big big problem for myself now~i sudenly fel like dun wanna go australia~i sked to lose avthng after i go there~i wish i can maintain the relation well~i know he luv me as well as i am~today is the last days for me to attend the IELTS workshop at Ampang~all my hsmate and my classmate back hometown addi~even my bf also bek addi~jus left me alone.I need to take bus to lrt to klcc then walk to ampang avday~it was so sunny~my skin was getting darker n darker!!!!!1 day transportation fees cost me RM10~Tis few days,i atend the workshop alone,eat alone.....i sudenly fel like wanna givup for going to aus.i sked to be alone,i sked to/even dislike to make new friends and change into a new environment and start from the begining~it's so hard for me.But most probably i stil need to go there.argh!!!i wanna discus wf my mama!!!1i dun want to go!!!!!!!!!!

Im thnking.,should i go aus?i kept asking my frens too~they suggested me to go,they asked me to gain some experience.They told me that if he really luv me,he will wait me.And i trust him too!The problem is i really "ng sek dak" and i dislike to start from the begining.I wish to go there but i wish someone will be going with me.Lingz!!!can u try to ask ur dad again!i really need u!!

Later will be going to bangi.Im waiting my 2nd sis to fetch me!She's going to bring me to kajang to try sate's kajang.yummy yummy!!!today,im not going to be alone lo!haha~yuhoo~Chinese New year is coming lu!i thnk i wil be going pinang or langkawi with june and his friends~gonna take lots lots picture wf him!Miss him like hell~oh my god~wats wrong with me!just few days din c him,fel like uncomfortable,n avnite must chat wf him before i slp if not.........

At here,i would like to thx to my beloved!thx for the puma shirt that u bought me!i love it so much!Ur birthday is coming soon!happy birthday to u in advance!muax~

oops~i gonna stop now!my sis is coming up~bye bye~